I am failing myself by not making my health a priority.
I am failing my marriage because I can't keep my head above water. I am so drained of energy from my responsibilities that I don't even like my husband anymore.
I am failing my children. C1 sits at home and watches shows that aren't age appropriate (like baby shows - don't even let your mind go there). C2 cuts herself and is anorexic.
Everything is spiraling out of control and the harder I try to stop the "widening gyre" the faster it spins. Every time I think I have. a handle on things I'm thrown to the ground.
I am lost. Everything is my fault.
Please God, help me.